A little more than the usual

A few friends have written entries with ten things you might not know about them. I decided to do the same because there isn't an original thought in my head. Except I'm doing it different. I am not going to list in order ten things. I'm just gonna write anything and everything I can think of. You can thank me later.

My car is never clean. My fridge always has more science projects than edible stuff. My laundry is never done. My nail-polish is always chipped.

My mascara always ends up on my face instead of my lashes. My bed is never made. The gas tank is always on empty.

75% of the month I am depressed. I always sabotage my love life before it makes it to the love stage. Because of my ex, I doubt myself during sex.

There are a handful of people that know everything about me and they still want to be my friend.

I am obsessive about school but still procrastinate. I would rather be asleep than awake. I want to travel the world from the comfort of my bed.

I have 1000's of lip glosses. The day I go on a diet I buy bags of candy.

I allow the slightest infraction to destroy my life for hours at a time. I am my biggest fan and my loudest critic. I plan on having a career that allows me to set my own hours and to take care of all the people who have taken care of me.

I love with all my heart and hurt with every cell in my being. I love going to the movies by myself. I read the cheesiest of romance novels and love every moment of it.

I daydream about 60% of my day away. I have the best comebacks thirty minutes after the fight is over.

I send about 500 more text messages than I receive and that makes me feel like I am bothering my friends. I talk to my dad about once or twice a month for about 10 minutes. I talk to my mom almost everyday for thirty or forty minutes at a time. I have the most amazing niece in the world.

The man my brother has become is a man I love and respect. The sisters I have gained through marriage drive me crazy but I really do love them.

I can go days without receiving a single phone call and be okay with that but if I don't get at least one text message a day, I feel as if all my friends have forgotten me.

I am jealous of the lives my friends lead but I would never want to change places with them. I love it when a friend compliments me on clothes or shoes because I never feel very fashionable.

I hate it when people touch my feet but I love getting a pedicure. I have no rhythm at all but I love to dance. I don't drink everyday but when I do, I always drink too much.

I say I hate working out but I really like the way I feel afterwards. I never give good advice and I am amazed when friends ask my opinion about something.

I want to live a minimalist life but I love filling my space with things. I love to save money in theory but can't hold onto a dollar to save my life.

I want to be a doctor but I refuse to lose my life in the process of getting my education. I am always late for work. Never late for class.

I doubt that there is a God until the only thing that will get me through my day is a prayer to Him. I question heaven and hell until I overwhelm myself with what-ifs then I believe again.

My front door is my shoe closet. I hate Lifetime and Lifetime Movie Network unless it's a Saturday before an exam.

My life is a crazy, chaotic, whirlwind of a ride. It's never boring, never easy, sometimes depressing, sometimes happy, full of love and hate and it's all mine. I wouldn't change it for a million dollars but sometimes I wish it was a little less distracting.